Well I think I know what one of the biggest reasons are now. I knew better. I knew that if something is awesome it will soon change. If somebody tells me to be myself to not be all myself. then you get to comfortable. You forgot you are not part of the norm. You never have been and never will be. Even if you tell them that. They will tell you thats ok. I love you for you. Then when you do something that's not to their norm you freak them out and they put up walls on you. Then it's a painful reminder of why you don't open up with people. Why you have all this sadness. Why you are a half empty class girl. Nobody to blame, but yourself. This is one of the reasons why you live in fear and don't want to get to know new people. It took the people I know that loves me as me years to get there. So why did I think that somebody I only known for a couple of months would except me as I am?
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